Disjointed Thoughts

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Diary of a woman who suffers from mental illness.

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  • on Nov 20, 2009

    I was so exhausted yesterday. If I don't get my sleep I always feel mentally and physically sick. Last night I didn't sleep much better. It took a long while for me to finally conk out because I was busy trying to think of what I'm going to say to my...

  • on Nov 20, 2009

    So I go to my doctor. I start off by explaining that I've been experiencing some weird symptoms. I see her looking at the letter from my psychiatrist which states that I'm falling to shit psychologically, so to speak. I knew from that moment that reg...

  • It's My Party and I'll Cry If I Want To on Nov 19, 2009

    Yesterday was rough for me. I got up and literally spent my entire morning googling orthopedic and neurological information to try to understand what's going on with my arm. I sincerely don't trust anyone's judgment on this and it scares the shit out...

  • on Nov 15, 2009

    I swear I'm falling apart. Last night I put my arm up along the back of the couch and a pain began down the lower part of my arm, in the groove between the ulna bone and the muscle. It traveled to the outer side of my wrist where the bony part sticks...

  • This Is Unbelievable on Nov 14, 2009

    I'm losing my pubic hair.

  • Ok, This Is It! on Nov 12, 2009

    I got up this morning and looked in the mirror and was horrified with my hair. I decided ... I'm giving up the Nicorette Gum right here, right now. I read the comments from the askapatient message board and others have complained about hair loss so I...

  • Crabby Crabby Crabby on Nov 11, 2009

    I'm crabby tonight. Yesterday I got my hair colored and I absolutely hate it. I wanted a nice shade of brown but this just looks hellish, looks like muddy water PLUS all my gray isn't covered up. For icing on the cake my hair stylist was shocked by...